Day 7

Day 7

Day 7 12/12/12

Wake up on a holiday Monday. Nothing special as I'm unemployed for the moment cause only tomorrow I will start work with TNT.

Went to segambut but for breakfast and to do what my wife want me to do. Open acct and etc.
Day 7 12/12/11
Stay at home the whole day and just waiting for dinner with parents in law. Nothing special and ended the day quite normal. Was a bit upset when I saw them going out together at pavilion. I was wondering why didn't they give me a ring to join them ? Maybe they wouldn't want to disturb my day with wife but at least if they txt me I would have feel better. Anyway, is just a small stuff. Who need friend when u r successful. But. Wasn't successful yet but I just thought why can a person own money for so long and didn't bother to repay u for so long?


Got into a small arguement with wife. Small matter. Ask her to get nail clipper but I just don't like Her way of replying to me. Anyway , should have control my temper better and give more patient.

Did mbb come into my mind today? Didn't thought so but it does linger in my mind would it be any difference to what happen today if I'm with mbb. ? Should they still call me up for drinks? An answer I will never and get to know.

Well, I'm getting ready for tomorrow with TNT. Just anticipating what to expect with new job but old way of doing. Just hope for the best.

Gambate!

Goodnight.

Day 6

Day 6 : 11/12/12

Good morning and me and wife went to breakfast at the hainanese restaurant. It was a bad breakfast. The Hokkien mee is terrible and i think is not clean and both of us had tummy ache.

In order to try out our oven , we went to BIG to get all the necessary fort the cupcakes.

We try the oven and we make our first cup cakes. Not too bad I would say and I think both of us enjoy the process for making the cupcakes.

We had a good laugh on how to spend the toto jackpot this and that. Sunday routine , went over to MIL place fr dinner. She cook a lot for us but I think is for me. All dishes is with pork. My god. I'm getting fat from it. Could sit straight and lay down in sofa after dinner. That's a good dinner.

Took wife to cold storage to get the shiffon cake utensil but couldn't get it and we ended doing marble cake instead of shiffon cake. Not too success and I don't think she got what it takes to become good in baking cakes. Nevertheless, we will not stop here and since. We got the over, we will name as much as possible. Next maybe we try to grill some nice meal.

Is late at night and we went to bed. Nothing special and just another normal day.

Day 5

Day 5 : 10/12/12

Wake up in the morning. Promised wife to get her the oven. Went to jalan imbi for lunch and searching high and low for her over at pandan jaya, cheras. However , ended up at plaza damas for her oven. Got a slow cooker as well.

Nothing much to write for this day.

Dropped wife at publika. She meeting her friend for dinner and I proceed to my gathering with Jfc. Celebrating her birthday with dinner at delaying. Shock to find the place actually a hawker centre and the furnace part is to booked 20 pax for a hawker centre. Lol

Nevertheless , we waited quite some time for the food. Is all fish dishes and it took quite some time for us. Is almost 3 hrs for them to served everything. Last dish was special with ice cream , fruits and fried fish. Second round at Scott garden. Jfc seem don't want to go home and we went to Scott garden to celebrate. Drank till 2am and I proceed home to sleep.

Next day again and nothing much.

Day 4

Day 4 : 9/12/12

Today is my last working day with IBM. Just another normal day. Preparing all the stuff to be handover hand to IBM. Wilson called me up for lunch. Had Nasi Kandar. He shared his love situation and I Sort of advising him don't end up like me. If I would have the chance again , will I do the same thing again and go with mbb. Or shud I say histor repeat itself.

Handover all my stuff back to IBM. Send out the farewell note and did the exit interview.

Some good friend did a mini farewell for me. Jing , Cindy, Matthew , and Wilson. We had some drink at Dave's. Those are really good friend and I thought they are really happy for me. Well, let's just hope that I made a good decision.

Me n wife went to pot and bone for dinner. William called me up for farewell drink. That's nice. Dinner was not too bad in fact very filling. Yum yum. After dinner went back and give William a call where to meet. Was in fact a bit tired to drink especially just two of us. So decided to meet up with him and had some good chat. He's a nice guy. Bought me drink. Told me that Elliot will be celebrating her birthday. First thing that come to my mind., hoping that mbb to be safe , updated fb status asking her to drive safe if she's going over to celebrate with her. Hoping she will get the message. Anyhow. Thanks William for spending me some drink and take the time to drink and celebrate mini farewell. Will catch up with him soon.

Time to sleep again. Getting ready for tomorrow blogging. Good night.

Day 3

Day 3 : 8/12/12

Woke up late in the morning as i went to bed quite late in the late because of staying up late to book 10c ticket from Airasia. Managed to get Phuket and Singapore. Wonder if i will be able to make it for next year trip. Just keep my figure cross.

Went over to publika for You Tiau and coffee. Spend some time in Old town for a nice cooling ice white coffee and updating my blog.

Nothing much happened today and was kind of boring.

On and of still thinking of MBB. stupid shit. hahaha.

me and wife and sister went to Jalan ipoh for famous prawn noodle. Lots of celebrities tried it before and i find it not bad. took chay kuey tiaw as well. Sister was a dumb arse and perhaps it just purely her for being like that. Should have told her old but choose not to. Nvm, she will learn from day to day.

Late night, was quite upset with tiu nia seng. pure in disrespect. But we are friend , never mind that. small matter.

I think I should blog every night before i went to bed cause it tough thinking back to what i have did for the previous night. Therefore. every night before i go to bed .

signing off.

Day 2

Day 2 : 7/12/11

Another normal day. Fetch my wife to work and counting my leftover working days in IBM. Is a pity I couldn't make it last longer which I would have I could do it. Text my future boss of TNT that I will be joining them a week earlier and lets hope it will bring me some good career advancement.

My nice colleague , salmah bought me a farewell lunch at good evening bangkok. A nice lady to be honest. We shared some word for each other but to her still is my boss 's fault that my stay at IBM is premature. Nevertheless , I didn't put the blame on her but it can be better managed I would thought.

I went straight home after lunch. Nothing to do but just facebooking and thinking what to do next. On and off , I thought of mbb. Posted some thing on fb hoping she will see it but I doubt so. Those are really my sincere thought but I'm married. There's nothing I can do but to her , there's always a choice and she thought I couldn't live without a women next to me for 3 months. She must have been hurt so much. Is all my fault. I should have resolved better like a true man. It reflect a weak character in a person. Maybe or I should have stop thinking the impossible. Well, maybe time will heal everything but is already been yrs. what is so special about her till today I couldn't let it go. I wonder why

Still posting my thought in fb hoping she one day she will understand my decision. Seriously, when I decide to let her go , I wanted to stay single cause I couldnt face both of them. But ended up making a decision unconsciously. And I'm married today.

Waited for my wife for dinner and we went to publika for dinner with Felicia. Not a very good dinner and I was looking at the price and not really because of the price I didn't order but just bread for dinner. The food is not worth to eat at all. Salty. Have to entertain my friend.

Before 12am, had an argument with my wife over the melbourne trip. I was thinking can't she keep one step at a time. But, I should be understanding enough. I will try not to be meant to her. I do love her and care for her. I will make a point to bring her to Australia for holiday again. My style, impromptu vacation. We go and we go. Managed she will understand some day.

Waited till 12am to book for 10c airasia ticket. Managed to get Phuket and Singapore. Wanted to get bike but worried that we couldn't make it just in case my wife deliver our first baby. Singapore was purely for my wife as she never been to sentosa. Make an effort to book and pay in advanced. Siam reap flowed into my thoughts. I suppose to go to this place with her but we didn't make it. It would be a good trip if we managed to go together. Hahaha. Even I suppose to go Penang with her but if I can remember clearly , it was because of Julian's birthday and perhaps some money issue that I decided not to go. Anyway, that's in the past. Went to bed around 3am.

Another days bemoans. Good luck.

Day 1

Day 1 : 6/12/2011

It has been a while for me to log into my blog to pen down anything. I kinda furnee when i look back into the previous post i posted. :) some memories huh?

I will make an effort to write something a day to keep me remembering what i have done everyday.

Today , woke up as early as 830 am. I texted MBB to say sorry and of course, there will be always no replied from her. JFC called me bout whether did i sent her Christmas flowers for Christmas. Obviously i did not but kinda strange and is only between me and her on the flower conversation in Facebook. I bet someone is looking behind her. May she find a good man to settle down with.

Had lunch with JFC today at pavilion, Madam Kwan. Had curry laksa and coffee at Starbucks. Had a good talk with her and the conversation is to tell her about what did i do last night. I shouldn't have went to Surian. It make matter from bad to worst. I am married and i did make a choice. Went to mercato with JFC, I couldn't believe JFC does cook her own meal. She bought chicken, eggs and prawn for dinner. I bet is kinda bored to eat out everyday especially when u live out yourself. How many times can a friend eat dinner with her? I think she need to get attached soon .

Went to car workshop, nothing wrong with the brake and was a bit worried if I have to spend more on the car but still need to send it for checking on the wiring. Went home.

It took me a while to decide on whether to text her. Yeah , did text her on how sorry I am to mess it again. served me right ya.

Nothing special and wife came home at 10pm and we went to bed as early as 11pm.

The next day await for me.